Love being alone at an event and just sitting lost unable to navigate back to my stuff, phone battery dying, barely holding back tears cuz I am just a third wheel cuz I don't speak fucking German.

ity

Love being alone at an event and just sitting lost unable to navigate back to my stuff, phone battery dying, barely holding back tears cuz I am just a third wheel cuz I don't speak fucking German. Can't even go back to hotel cuz can't find my stuff (clothes, hotel key card, ID). I wanna die. Die. Die. Die. Kms. Hang myself at some toilet. This was a mistake. I'm a mistake... can someone just end me already

Sammy (on fedded verse) :neofox_flop: :nonbinaryFlag:

@ity 🫂 does https://38c3.c3nav.de/ help at all with figuring out where you are/where you stuff may be?

ity

@theresnotime we tried it and it didn't, the map is the most useless thing ever, we got completely lost. Maybe if we weren't having an anxiety attack we'd be able to actually *focus* on deciphering the horrid map, but we don't.

ity

@theresnotime in a bit when we dissociate enough we will try going by memory

Sammy (on fedded verse) :neofox_flop: :nonbinaryFlag:

@ity 🫂 if it does get too much, https://help.ccc.de/index.en.html — the awareness beings are lovely