Great advice but difficult for anyone with depression, ADHD, etc. I started up a very small amount of daily yoga again and it helps. Need to get on the drinking water thing, and I even like cold water.

My site was on a local dialup provider when I was roughly 12. It had all lava as the background with flame gifs everywhere. Brief bio, cheats for MechWarrior, Doom, etc on different pages. I did fuck with frames.

A journalist emailed me about profiling young web developers and I was so fucking nerdy and anxious I never responded.

Oh shit how could I forget different midis for each page. Nirvana and Black Sabbath mostly.

Most kids though? I’m not going to go looking for stats but let’s just say 95% of children are outliving their parents right now. Awkward sentence there. I mean parents who are dying today, 95% of them didn’t outlive their children. I hope that makes sense. Yes that’s not how statistics work, I’m trying to make a point.

What’s an acceptable level to drop to before we say fuck this we’re done having kids? I knew I didn’t want kids when I was a kid, but I’m an outlier.

Let’s say 85% is the number for kids born today. I believe that’s already unacceptable. It’s so unnatural.

I think the number is worse than that. The mass climate migration/water wars are going to really get moving in the 2040s if not earlier. I don’t want to live through that. I definitely don’t want a child to live through that.