Today I am doing my best.

So are you.

Friday up until now have been really hard. I pushed my left arm too hard last week. Circumstance, combined with pain, have put me in a very poorly regulated emotional state. I have been difficult, to put it kindly.

Right now things are quieter, but I worry a great deal about home and health.

If you need help, let me know.

@randomgeek yes! something we are good at, but driven by fear, and the need to fit into cultural expectations.

I think the root of it is how we feel about ourselves. Being frequently at odds with how society functions is hard to overcome.

@randomgeek So hard.

I have started to think that maybe... it's not just about adopting the right system. <:0