@datarama Me too. Really struggling to "dig out" of that and then all this other shit ("AI", wars, climate, politics, layoffs for even more profit, the shoddy state of software in general, etc.) just piles on.
I think we're very much in the same situation, so you aren't alone. I hope you find some peace or at least some outlet to move things in a positive direction.
I'm still lookin'...