big fat terminally brainrotted gooey zoomer synth mess running like a used ThinkPad T420 with its original Windows 7 HDD

but uh , hi !! i'm ruben . ​​ gay (as in ​​) , considered a Professional Computer Toucher™ , supposed shitposter and allegedly a nerd while also being extremely autistic with adhd and stupidity . ​​

i own and run synth.download . am not a developer , IT professional , infosec guy or anything like that . just Autism Powered™ with access to ssh and knows what docker compose up does .

i'm tired a lot . and beep and merp a lot .

i tend to post more under followers only and use home timeline more , and very rarely use public visibility .

more detailed about me and extra available on my website ​​

follow requests on for vibe checking . feel free to send one ​​ ( automatically approved for users i follow ! )
sending one means you agree to have your timeline full of touch starved synth posting and occasionally brainrot shitposting . and agree to being nuzzled or offered me as a bed (if preferred)